Sunday, July 29, 2012

I didn't think i would be here

If somebody asked me two years ago ,where I thought I would be now. I would have said i would be trapped within the prison of my mind ,unable to leave my own room like before, or even dead because the anxiousness would win the battle with me  and take my last breath.
      I see things differently now, I see love, I see life in everything i come into contact with , whether it be a person or nature ,i see the best in everything.
      Its odd but I need to thank my anxiety disorder because without it I would still be working at the worst place ever, instead I got a job at an amazing place that has opened my eyes to a whole new world, and i am forever grateful for it, It helped me to want to be a better person and decide on my future.

So now I am a college student perusing my dream and couldn't be more happy.

one more thing Thank u anxiety......but screw you, I win!!!!